Here are recordings I taped while I sat in a park, watching the squirrels, taping into my tape recorder from the front seat of my van. I thought you might like to listen.
This is a new start at life with Jesus Christ this time around. I’m happier now, than I have felt in a long time; I believe it is due to my belief and faith in the Lord Jesus Christ.
The Lord gives me faith. It helps me walk through the bad things in life. I have the peace and strength to go through things I go through every day; all my problems I face as a homeless person living in a van. This would not be possible without the strength and peace of Christ.
Like a little frightened child, there is nothing like being reassured in your heart.
Sitting in a parking lot in my van reflecting on my life at my age now. I thought my life would have turned out better materialistically with a nice home, job, status in life. I got myself educated, taught at a university and did important thing according to the world. Now I write a blog and am a van dweller, poor, with a job starting soon that is a basic, office job, it’s a temporary job.
If any man come to me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be my disciple. ~ Luke 14:26
I wonder what God sees for me. What should I do? I feel calm. What will my life be like in another year? I want to use my skills and support myself in a satisfying life.