About Suzanne

Formerly a Mental Health Clinician, I have changed my thoughts about the mental health industry. This blog is about my Christian view of things, including the psychology of mankind.

God Loves You; He Cares

You are suffering.

It’s been a long, exhausting road and you want help to lift the burdens you’ve been carrying off of your back. You just want relief and to know someone cares.

Do you know who Jesus is?

Jesus is the risen Christ – Our Lord, who went to the cross at Calvary and died for us; for the sins of our lives.

He took that death, overcame it to show us that He loves us, by taking our sin upon himself, so that you and I can be saved.

Saved in this context means that our souls will be forever in Heaven, and not with Satan, forever, who is going to be eternally destroyed. He did not obey Our Lord Jesus Christ. He became prideful, as man did, and became a midget god. He became as God, but only in his midget mind.

He wanted God to think he was special, kind of like a man who is self-defeating and thinks he knows everything. This is why self-defeating is a good way to describe these people. Stiff-necked, is how men have been described in the bible.

Father in the bible, we know we are not really going to understand all that you do. We trust you as the creator of mankind, so that you know us better than we know ourselves.

We love you Father just as Your Son Jesus does and did, when He walked our planet, teaching the people.

Thank you for giving mankind a way to be redeemed, and to come back to you.

In Jesus’ Name. Amen and Amen.

I pray for your lives, my brothers and sisters.

The Body Of Christ


Photo by sleboeuf of Calvary Chapel Eastside service, Bellevue, Washington.

For as the body is one, and hath many members, and all the members of that one body, being many, are one body: so also is Christ. – 1 Corinthians 12:12

Hello dear readers!  I pray for all of you every day, but I’ve missed a few times in these past few months – I’m sorry, but I’ve prayed that I bring you something helpful, interesting, and supportive in sharing the Word of Christ.

Today I’m happy to say that I enjoyed the church service today.  I went to a church in Bellevue, Washington, and was pleasantly surprised.

The church service was not filled with band-music as if I were sitting in a rock-concert.  It was lovely music, with a piano, violin and songs sung by the worship team.

What a relief, I thought, as I looked around and saw that people were intently focused on what the pastor had to say.  No theatrics here.  He told a funny joke or two but the sermon was not abou his need for approval where pastors nowadays seem to want to portray a personality of themselves more than the message.  I get tired of this.

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Photo by sleboeuf, Calvary Chapel Eastside – before service.

With all those churches out there where I have shopped and been miserably unhappy (see my post from several weeks ago where I had to leave the “service” because the pastor was unprepared, and only wanted to feed his face for “LUNCH!”), I am happy to report that I will go back.

I pray you find good churches to attend.  We all need to be in fellowship with one another, as we are all members of “the body of Christ”.

Unable To Write Tonight

So I want to write something tonight, but my stomach is too uncomfortably upset.  I have a job, a new place to live is on the horizon and I have looked at owning my own home-business.

There was something I wanted to write about but that will have to wait until next time.  

I hope you are enjoying your evening, and for those of you in the midwest, I hope you made it through the tornado warning unscathed!

Be blessed.

Attending Today’s Local Prophecy Conference

It’s always good to meet like-minded Christians who are looking forward to the rapture.  It’s an exciting event to look forward to and I join many Christians who look forward to this day, or night, when we will be snatched away to meet our Lord Jesus in the air!

Today I attended a bible prophecy conference in a nearby area – and I have to say that I enjoyed it!  It didn’t disappoint and there were maybe 100 people that attended.  I’m not sure but the turnout was good and people were on time and stayed all day!

To my knowledge there aren’t a lot of free prophecy conferences in the liberal state of Washington.  I think we need more conferences.  Many of us are hungry to learn about bible prophecy and get the insight of what is happening today according to bible prophecy.  It’s an exciting thought, that we may see Jesus soon!


Photo: Calvary Chapel Eastside – https://cceastside.com/

Speakers were Pastor Tom Hughes and Olivier Melnick,

who will be looking at Israel in the End-Times, Current Events, Anti-Semitism, and helping to connect the dots between End-Times Bible prophecy and what is happening in the world right now. They will be joined by Messianic worship group Lev Shelo, who will lead us in worship to our LORD and Savior Jesus Christ. – Calvary Chapel Eastside 

I purchased two of Pastor Hughes’ books that I am reading that I may blog about at some point.  They both deal with America, either with its coming judgment, or with its part in the New World Order.   One of Hughes’ recent YouTube’s is “Prophecy Update: Rise of Christian Persecution” I hope you will watch it and enjoy it.

Christian’s In Pain Can Connect To Aid Their Healing And Comfort


I am reading Christian Counseling by Gary Collins, and am struck by the way he describes how Christians, believe it or not, may need help when they’re ill. Why do we think we are all alone when we suffer from illness, or other stressors in our lives?
We may call upon the Lord, but I know from my own experience and from what people tell me, that they are often so weak, battled-down and de-energized that they cannot pray for themselves. They appreciate when others pray for them. I agree with this and have felt the same way. Sometimes it takes all our energy just to survive.

“The entire field of health psychology deals with the psychological implications of physical illness”. – Gary R. Collins, PhD., Christian Counseling

I think one of the most important things we can do for Christians who are suffering and in pain is to listen compassionately, and help them to strengthen their Christian walk with Jesus Christ. These are comforts that, when people are in pain, they cannot do alone. That’s why a Christian community where you can talk about your issues, receive prayer from others and receive encouragement can be of great help. I’ve started one here with a few ways to get in touch, including emailing me from the Prayer Requests page on this blog. I will also keep praying for anyone who “likes” this blog or comments.
The Lord is there willing to answer. He hears our prayers. He cares for us and loves us as His children.

See what kind of love the Father has given to us, that we should be called children of God; and so we are. The reason why the world does not know us is that it did not know him. Beloved, we are God’s children now, and what we will be has not yet appeared; but we know that when he appears we shall be like him, because we shall see him as he is. – 1 John 3:1-2

We are his people and family to one another. God says so.

Free Downloads: Resist The Devil, Encouraging Scriptures

flower-meadow-1510602_640These free downloads were originally posted on this page:  https://christianhope.net/other-goodies/

Free download: Standing Up Against Spiritual Warfare – Part 1

Free download: Resist The Devil – Part 2

Free download:  Encouraging Scriptures For New Believers.pdf

Free download gifts for everybody!  Today’s your lucky day!

The first two downloads are informational about the spiritual forces that wage war against us.  The third are scriptures to help us remember in the challenging times that we are Christ’s children.  Hopefully they will help strengthen you to keep going; keep running the race and do not quit believing in the Lord Jesus Christ!

I hope these will be helpful as beginning study guides and are supportive of your walk with Jesus Christ;

For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. – Ephesians 6:12

Churches Who Don’t Worship The Lord

old-farmhouse-2535919_640May you be blessed today, and thank you for coming to my blog!  This morning being Sunday I wanted to try and go to a church.   I decided to try a church more local to me and decided upon a First Baptist Church because they have a reputation of being a traditional Christian church.  

There is a deep need for true churches.

I noticed inside the church that it was all very dark, with dark wooden counters and furniture with a dark, worn, rug.  Someone said “hi” to me when I walked in.  The worship hall seemed like it had not had any upkeep since the 1970’s or 1980’s.  That made me think that no one is using funds to keep the church painted, as if any of the budget went for upkeep.  I don’t remember seeing a prominent cross in the worship hall.  There was one on my way down the hall to the restroom in a kitchen or storage area.

When I went in and sat down before the worship service, three people came over to greet me.  Then the pastor got up and called the worship team to come up to the stage.  I was interested to know what kind of music they would play.  Listening to many people complaining about modern church music these days being more like a concert.  I had hopes that their music would be traditional hymnal songs.

Jan Markell’s Olive Tree Ministries: Music in the churches today

The Worship Wars (Part 1) – Eric Barger and Pastor Brandon Holthaus

The Worship Wars (Part 2) – Eric Barger and Pastor Brandon Holthaus

They did not have a loud music worship.  No loud drums, no light show, just the words projected onto a screen for us to follow.  After one song, they were dismissed and everyone sat down.  I was thinking, “just one song and that’s it?”  Yes, apparently they only needed one song, which was to ready our hearts for the pastor to give his message.

The pastor had been on a trip somewhere outside of the U.S.  He showed two slides for us to see, explained a little bit about his trip, then said we were going to relax today, the kids would have some candy, and then we would have “LUNCH!”

Then the pastor came over to me to shake my hand, and he thanked me for coming.  He told me that they were going to “read the bible, and the kids would have toys to play with”.  So much for delivering a message about the Word of God today.  I looked around and people were standing up talking to people.  It did not look like there was going to be any bible reading or studying even which I could do at home on my own.  I came to hear a message of God and be taught something that’s in the bible.  Their website said they were studying Revelation and I got excited and wanted to hear it.

How disappointing that there seems to be no real churches these days because I have gone “church shopping” before and found watered-down, concert halls and superficial messages being given from the pulpit.  

I know many of you feel the same way – there just aren’t true churches available where Christians can go worship.  They are for the world, of the world, and are “church growth” churches.  I wrote about the business model here in case you’d like to read it.


Please like or post a comment, because I pray for you, my dear readers.

Christianhopenet eMail Group: Get Connected With Other Christians

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email group!

I have set up a gmail group for Christians to reach out and connect with other Christians, to share our daily lives, struggles, prayers and prayer requests.

If you would like to join with other Christians in an email fellowship group, the way to join is to set up a gmail address first so we can be on the same email platform which allows us to email this group.  Gmail is free, and I have several accounts.  

Once you get your gmail set up you can go here to join the Christianhopenet gmail group.

We will communicate with each other using our gmail email. 

This Christian eMail group is located as a google group, called “Christianhopenet“, so if you have a gmail account you can easily join by either going to the group and signing up, or you can send a message with your gmail to the group gmail.  I will add you to the group.

The group gmail address where you can gmail your messages to the group is here.  Once you’ve set up your personal gmail account, send me an email at the group  (christianhopenet (at) googlegroups.com) and I will add you.  Unless you want to go to the group and sign up there yourself.  Once you get your gmail account and are signed up for the group, you can send your messages to christianhopenet (at) googlegroups.com and your message will automatically be sent to all members of the group to read and respond to.  

The group description is this:

This is a Christian Fellowship group where Christians share their daily lives, struggles, prayers and prayer requests.  
We seek friendship, strength and guidance through the Holy Spirit and Christ Jesus.

Hope this is a good way for you to reach out and connect with other Christians.  Be sure to share this page with your friends who may want to join.  I hope this group is used by many.  God bless, and see you at the Christianhopenet google group!

Pre-Christian Ideas About Energy-Based Technologies Harming People’s Bodies

sound wavesMany years ago before I became a Christian, I joined a movement online with people who believed they were being victimized by electromagnetic weapons.  These weapons were directed energy weapons of all kinds that affected the human body in many ways.

People were complaining of “hearing voices”, being stalked, having their bodies controlled by energy waves and advanced technologies, and a huge group of people began sharing their stories online.

As a mental health professional, I wrote the article (below), which was one of many during the years I learned about these weapons.  I felt some of the “affects” myself.demons

Years later I prayed to God that he tell me the truth about what was happening to these people:  were the weapons real or were their spirits inhabiting people? 

The bible talks about demons and spiritual warfare, and that our war is with principalities and dark spiritual forces.

For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. – Ephesians 6:12

As a mental health clinician, I had nothing to go on except the real-life testimonies of people, and my mental health training.  At that point I had heard scant information about demons.  I had to choose to learn more about the technologies, and it wasn’t until some years later that I began studying the bible.

Now I believe that if these stories that people have been sharing were true: that they are being targeted by “perps” using many forms of electro-technology, it would not come out through any research and studies that we could ever prove.  Technology is so far advanced and secretly hidden within companies and governments around the world, that it would take many millions and billions of dollars to ever really prove that these things are being done.

I tell people who complain about being targeted that they are either being targeted by real people using weapons, or that they are in the biggest spiritual warfare of their lives.

Either way, it is my belief that demons and Satan are real, and that these technologies may be forces that they use, or quite possibly have shared some of the technology with humans that are non-believers.

Satan is at the heart of it, whatever it is, and I cannot prove anything to anyone, other to say that I believe the bible and the Lord Jesus Christ.  I doubt it can be proved whether people are being “targeted” by “perps” due to our inability to trace energy weapons and track back to the origin of the weapons.   This is why I believe it is best to strengthen one’s belief in the Lord Jesus Christ.  Either way, weapons or spirits, the Lord is higher, and more powerful, than they.

My advice would be for those who identify as “Targeted Individuals”, turn to God, repent of your sin, and continue to walk in the love, hope and peace of the Lord Jesus Christ.  There is no greater power to bring people out of these dark times we are in.  Join me in connecting with other Christians in a group I am forming here or send me a prayer request/email.  I will pray for you if you leave a comment on any posts or if you hit “like”.  

My other site is here and I will start an email group where Christians can communicate with each other.  I believe it is urgently important that we are able to communicate with one another, and stay strong in Christ together.

Here is an old article I found re-posted online that I authored in 2012 when I was in the midst of this controversy: weapons targeting individuals, or psychopathology of humans.

A call to update mental health diagnosing: The DSM unreality!

Originally posted:  October 7, 2012

In the continuing saga of reporting energy-based technologies used as weapons to harm certain targeted persons, the cross-over sharing of information between a variety of disciplines is needed more than ever before.

For example, the psychiatric manual to diagnose patients has undergone more changes and the DSM-5 will soon be published but may not be more accurate, but may be becoming more archaic, instead.  

Already, people complaining about torturous “voices” jamming their brains against their wills have been written off as being “psychotic” and schizophrenic.  Let’s look at how these components are looked at from a psychiatrist’s point of view.


When a person is seen by a psychiatrist or psychologist who reports “hearing voices” that someone is putting into their minds somehow, this person is not taken seriously that this may truly be happening. The doctor may describe their patient as having “thought insertions” or “thought alienation”.  Patients may believe that broadcasts from a radio or TV are being put into their heads in “thought broadcasting”.

Ideas described as being stolen from the mind is labeled “thought deprivation” and these people are usually diagnosed as being schizophrenic, and often further categorized as being of certain types, such as the paranoid type.

However, if there were a sharing of information among different disciplines such as psychology also learning about neurotechnology and specifically about frequency-wave technologies and how these affect the body, a whole new world of diagnostics of the human mind would emerge; a more accurate world based on more accurate reality, rather than one that potentially benefits criminal uses of technology.

A resistance to change of anything that might challenge the towers of power in the mental health profession may contribute to the lack of transparency of some of the real causes of “symptoms” that may be mimicking the effects of horrific electromagnetic energies that are as heinous as any Nazi torture of the past.

It may simply be true that the world of mental health has not been given the exposure to wireless technologies that may be used to harm someone via remote control.

Having the ability and strength to go against the grain of the establishment can also be daunting. It is hard to be taken seriously when saying the exact same things their patients are saying and calling this “directed energy technology” can make a clinician look foolish.  However in the face of such devastation of human lives this has to be done.

Of course there is a potential falsehood of reasoning for the need to protect electromagnetic energy weapons for the sake of “national security“.  National security seems to hold the highest hand on protecting secrets of the U.S. We spend billions of dollars on the “security” and secret departments of our nation since 9/11’s events that destroyed New York’s Twin Towers.  Homeland Security has sprung out of “terrorism” developing “security” technologies that potentially can be used to harm society, instead. The military has held an ongoing special interest in mind-manipulating technologies.

The military has held an ongoing special interest in mind-manipulating technologies. Technology that utilizes human brain waves can potentially be of help to society. Neuroengineering is a field that learns how the brain functions and how to “rewire” the brain and at the same time fears of “remote neural monitoring” have sprung up in articles by citizen journalists like this one.

Secrets of technology that can wipe out the human brain or body can alternatively wipe out certain groups of people or potentially hold our government hostage when allowed to propagate and go unscrutinized or unmonitored by officials.

A cross-over sharing of technology among public officials, independent journalists as well as the field of mental health would produce better public policy that works to aid society, not harm it. Investigating neurotechnologies as well as weapons utilizing the electromagnetic spectrum would certainly add a whole new dimension to the current health care debate.In many people’s opinions, health care and public safety are lifesaving issues that should be investigated and reevaluated.

Paying for health care when there is some potential that energy-based technologies can potentially harm the health of U.S. citizens seems self-defeating, and a waste of taxpayer time and money.  Petitions against using human beings as guinea pigs for electromagnetic experimentation and targeting like this one can be found when the public knows what to search for.

Human rights activists have much to do in the face of all the people from around the world being ignored for providing citizen reports that they are being harmed through electromagnetic energy weapons.

The field of mental health is only a beginning in the need to get to the truth and to change the health of society, as well as to protect citizens.