Welcoming TI’s Who Are Seeking Christ


Over the last several years of life, I have often wondered how my story can help others since it was a long, torturous journey I have kept hidden from my co-workers and friends, even family members.  “They cannot know the truth”, I would think, because I feared they may not know enough to understand what I have been through.

Not only was I a victim of the crazy courts when I fought to maintain custody of my only child so many year ago but I was the victim of electronic torture.

Or so I thought.

You may have heard about this; people saying they are stalked “electronically”, that weapons are so far advanced that they can kill a person.  Shooting them from long-distance, through the air, striking them in the mind and bodies and harming them.

Well, I thought that was what was happening to me, long ago.  Until I read how Christ was able to free a boy from several demons that inhabited his poor, suffering body.  They made him foam at the mouth while throwing him down on the ground, harming him mercilessly, over and over again.  (Mark 9:14-29)

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…even the most advanced technology can’t make someone hear voices or experience a different reality. – wired.com*

One can wait for mankind to shut off the weapons they believe are harming them, or try and trace them in the hope of exposing such a tragic waste of life, or the can turn to Christ Jesus, whose name is above all other names, and created the universe.

Christ overcame all that Satan has done.  

Satan caused the downfall of mankind when Eve, in the Garden of Eden, listened to and believed Satan.  She ate from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, and so did Adam.  They became the first fallen humans who disobeyed God who warned them to not touch or eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.

There was no other way on earth that man could undo the damage; the fallen nature of all people’s of the earth could never be undone and corrected.  We would no longer walk with God, or be pure from having a sinful nature.  We were born into sin and that’s the way mankind is.

Why would a person who thinks they are a victim of energy-directed weapons wait to find out how they can stop the “attacks” and protect themselves, calling upon the government to intervene for them, when Christ overcame all.  He has overcome Satan’s tempting him, he has overcome all the evil desires of humans, he cast out demons from people, and healed them from all maladies that they came to him with.  He is the cure, the creator of the universe and beyond and all that ever has been or will be.

They are still attacking US citizens through covert, powerful electronic weapons today, and the victims are the targeted individuals. – wired.com*

Why not call upon Him as a way to walk you through this terrible time in your life?

According to bible prophecy, there may not be enough time to solve the world’s crises; of mankind’s inhumane treatment of man and any other malady or world crisis that we may have been in and may be headed for?

With all the things that are wrong with the world today, why not call upon the name of the Lord, Jesus Christ, and ask that He help you with your problems, solve them for you and walk you through them to ultimately enjoy the peace, comfort and joy of knowing the Lord Jesus Christ?

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Another year has gone by and I am seemingly getting stronger every day, back to earning a normal livelihood, living life going to the gym, going for walks and blogging on one of my blogs.

It struck me the other day that I was being prompted through what may have been an angel after prayer or which may have been a Holy Spirit prompting that I may want to help targeted individuals who are seeking Christ find answers through prayer.  I began to wonder how my being helped out of that life of being a TI years ago could help others who were suffering and wanting to know Christ.

Was there a group out there who would seek the Lord Jesus Christ and share scriptures of the Bible, God’s Holy Word, to help them come to terms with what is happening in their lives?

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This is a big topic and a few short blog posts are not going to explain what joy I have had in my ‘recovery’ from being a TI, and years ago being inhabited by demons – or one demon, I am not sure which – and managing to regain my mind and body under my control.

The suffering ended, incrementally I began to feel well, although it took several years.

I came to Christ maybe four or possibly five years ago when I sought the answer to my plight; why had I endured years of suffering and torture, even to the point of not having control of my body and mental faculties, enough to know that something very wrong was being done to me?

Not having a mental health diagnosis, but yet having been a clinician in the field I knew there was something wrong – very wrong.  As I tell my story I am bombarded with memories of the physical torture I went through and founding a 501 (c) 3 nonprofit in the state of Ohio, to address the issues of electronic stalking, torture and murder.

And now, writing this post has brought back memories of where I was in life when this happened and why it may be that God chose another life for me, free of the satanic interference I believe I had been experiencing from well before I knew Jesus Christ as my Savior.

I am hoping in my blog to discuss and maybe analyze what I know about targeting by electromagnetic weaponry, TI’s, and the whole counseling field.

Maybe this is why, in my line of work, I have never resolved what had been happening to these people, nor myself when it was happening, for I had no references by the Lord to be exposed to; no biblical training nor education, I was on my own.  It was not the best answer to deal with these issues because they are overwhelming in nature and we cannot function being attacked spiritually in ways that Satan knows how to attack humankind.

This may be an explanation I wanted early in life; I did not understand things that happened in my own, unbelieving family.  Much has been explained through my studying the bible and learning from others who have brought me much more knowledge to gain an understanding of what had happened to my family as well as to myself.

One person I’d like to refer to is Pastor Billy Crone who is well-versed in the AI developments of our current technological revolution.  He talks about how Satan talked to Eve in the garden and that churches don’t deal with this issue; how demonic warfare can harm humans and that demons are real entities.  It says so in the bible and we must believe they are real.

I have so much to share now that I have finally come out with this issue as it is known by so many; “targeting individuals” who call themselves “TI’s”, because they refer to themselves as “targeted individuals”.

I believe God has brought me to this point because time is short, and some have said that we are the generation that will be received by Christ up into his catching away of the church, also known as the rapture of the church.  Here’s an example of the reasoning behind this if you watch this very informative video.

There is much more that I could write but I will save some for a later blog post.  You may think that since I can’t make up my mind whether to keep writing and publishing this blog or now is a sign that I must not be able to make up my mind.  That’s a fair statement.  It is just frightening to think that my colleagues at work and at previous jobs and perhaps even a family member, might read what I have to say would not try to judge whether I am of sound mind, only we are assured that we will be given sound minds according to the bible:

For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, – 2 Timothy 1:7 and of a sound mind.

As we Christians already know, people will go against us because they went against Jesus before us and the darkness of evil in people, and in spirits, hate the light.

For you were at one time darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Walk as children of the light – Ephesians 5:8

We are the lights that shine in the darkness, and that is why I am writing this post.



* Yan, Laura.  “Mind Games: The Tortured Lives of ‘Targeted Individuals’.”  Wired.com,     4 Mar. 2018, https://www.wired.com/story/mind-games-the-tortured-lives-of-targeted-individuals/

An Addendum To My Last Post

cropped-20150421_195047.jpgJust want to say Happy Thanksgiving to everyone!  

I am working on a blog and am debating whether I should publish here, or on another blog.  Prayers about this issue would be appreciated, although I know I’m not quite ready yet and want my friends to know I am appreciative, and am wanting you to send your email to me on my contact page.

I can then add you to any blog I start.  I have not really kept email addresses of my readers, I think.

Bless you, and take care.

Saying Good-Bye! The Lord calls!

Today I’m watching the news and following bible prophecy from Pastors who I trust and often tune into, and I have come to the decision, maybe God intended, for me to wait on working online and giving up this blog.

I know He has the best in mind and has a plan for me – however it involves volunteering with a local hospice in my neighborhood.  

I am sure you will find me at other places such as LinkedIn, if you care to follow me there although I’m not too active any more on LinkedIn, but will be there in case you want to contact me – or just be a connection.

I want to thank you for your special and very meaningful comments, I have enjoyed every one!  

I wish you well and am praying for you to have the joy of the Lord in your hearts!

Paths To Truth: Not Gaining A License In Mental Health

treespath2As I’m learning my new role in my new job, I can see how I am excited by the fact that there are opportunities for me to go back and get my license here in the state of Washington.  Not being a Washington native I completed my schooling in California and was never successful in becoming licensed, nor completing my PhD.  I had too many life’s issues interrupt my life; becoming a battered wife, losing custody of my daughter, losing a home, a car, and suffering persecution from mental health “experts” falsely making claims about me and my mental health, this after complaining about a social worker who became my stalker at work.

These are a lot of issues I faced over two or three decades ago that are long, drawn-out and unjust occurrences I suffered through, being an atheist and possibly an agnostic toward the end of those years.  Many life’s problems caused me to stretch in areas and ways I would not have normally had to.  I am literally grateful I had to go through those challenges if it means that I am a believer in the Lord Jesus Christ today.  He has a way, I believe, of washing away the past tears and making things new – specifically my life and what I believe in now.

I wanted to write today about how I know it isn’t in the cards for me to become a licensed therapist.  I try over and over to make becoming licensed acceptable mentally as I watch the successful careers of peers at work, and read online how mental health clinicians are making headway in changes in the social justice movement as writers or commentators but I know in my heart that the reason I keep getting faced with this is to become more clear about why I shouldn’t go that route.

We all have paths to walk; Christians will sometimes know if the path they are on is the one they should be taking.  I feel it is of vital importance that I understand the reasons why I cannot become a licensed therapist.  It is a practice that is becoming more watered down by the day in my opinion.  Too many things have become acceptable, politicized and follow social norms as time moves on and I cannot let myself travel down that path.

To become a mental health therapist one has to support the path that the client is wanting to go.  There are times when, if the client may endanger themselves or others that the therapist has a mandate to report and try to help change the direction their client is moving on.  But for the most part, unless there is something illegal that the client is pursuing or unethical, therapists generally are supposed to help the person by walking along side of them to help them find a way out of their pain or barrier or show them different perspectives and possible answers to their dilemnas, for example.  Those would be common and general reasons therapists are sought for their help.

In the world today where PC is so rampant, a therapist cannot, and is not expected to, vocalize their true thoughts about someone’s transitioning as a transexual, for example.  Another example that creates issues for me is a child who is “gender fluid” because their parents think that bringing their child ideas about how it’s okay to be any gender they want would be a good idea.  Not only the social norms have changed and been changing over time but how to handle emotions; ie. joining a protest group that is known to destroy property, or making threatening phone calls to dispell one’s anger or other issues that cause some to behave in socially undesirable ways, which may make peers proud of them, and seeing this activity as “standing up for one’s rights” in a perverse way, are the complications I cannot approve of.  This would be a crisis of conscience for me, not being able to coach a person in the proper direction but having to gently address the issues with a client for fear of their complaining about me and possibly losing my job for not being “supportive” of a client and their feelings.

Not only that but when you are in a position to help heal a person mentally and you can’t mention the Lord Jesus or our Father in heaven, prayer and discussing sin in a person’s life along with demonic activity, I am cut off from my true beliefs about what and who really has the power to help a person and strengthen them, as well as heal, comfort or change a person so that they are walking with the Spirit of God residing in them.

Next time I become fascinated with the idea that there are people I work with who could potentially supervise my hours in order to gain a license to do therapy in the state of Washington I need to take a breath and remember who gave me the way to walk and the truth to know the difference between not being able to talk about the truth and what is money-seeking only.

His Time Is Near, He Holds Us Close To His Heart

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As I keep up with the news today and see the chaos, boundaries being violated of our borders, homes (Tucker Carlson) and the general way the liberals are acting toward people eating in restaurants, the Antifa destruction and other destructive behaviors physically and verbally, including CNN’s Jim Acosta’s bad behavior toward an Intern at the White House, I know we all are stumped at what is happening in our world, even just here in the U.S.

If you are tired of living in these times because of the destruction by those around us ruining it for us all, just remember, the time is near and we are under the wings of our Protector and Savior, Jesus Christ!  Strengthen your faith today in prayer and keep reading the bible.  Seek comfort in the knowledge that God’s plan is working, He is on the throne and we will be seeing him in the near future, comparatively speaking!

Join other believers who hold the faith as we do, online if you have to.  There are good Christians everywhere who hold the same belief as we do; not the fake “Christians” who have fallen away.  Get into some good bible studies, friend those who have strong faith and who rightly divide the Word.  May we hold hands as brothers and sister glorifying the Lord God and feel joy that He is near and keeps us held tightly in his loving arms!  Praise the Lord!

God’s Plan For My Life Today Makes Sense

trees3When starting my new job I realized that God had a plan for me.

As I’ve blogged about the issue of being a Christian counselor I realized that working in a non-clinical position, but having to use my counseling skills, Master’s in Counseling Psychology degree as a requirement for the position, fulfilled a desire I have to help people but stay away from the DSM part (Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders).

That is the part I have real problems with.

To start off with there are no real inferences to what sin causes in people’s lives, nor is there a reference to all Satan can do to a person.  Nor does it ever reference God as being Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, so you see – being the healer that he is and having all the answers to life, and healing us from within, starting with the spirit of God working on us to make us healthy, deliver us from our sinful natures and all that stuff, I can’t fully endorse something I don’t believe in.

I would rather have gone to a Christian bible college and learned the ways of God first, then chosen a field of study.  I did not have the information then so I chose Psychology.  It seemed a comfortable place to begin, while learning about my family issues which are quite extensive.

But they may have been for you or anyone reading this blog.

Where are we today?  Is there a God in your life?

If so, which one?  Maybe you better examine the Lord God Almighty and then really study the bible to learn His ways.  Pray and get guidance over your life.  It will be worth it in the end, both literally and figuratively speaking.

‘Gender’ May Have To Be Defined And Passed Into Law

“But when the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the holy angels with him, then he will sit on the throne of his glory. Before him all the nations will be gathered, and he will separate them one from another, as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. – Matthew 25:31–46

genderbenderIn what may be the biggest break in this country for Christians in determining whether special human rights and recognition of gender are given to the LBGTQ+ communities,  the Administration is considering a proposal to define gender as being a biological condition at or before birth of male or female genitalia that is unchangeable.

The department’s proposed definition of gender would define sex as either male or female, unchangeable, and determined by the genitals that a person is born with, according to a draft reviewed by The Times. – Breitbart

A New York Times story published, ‘Transgender’ Could Be Defined Out of Existence Under Trump Administration as if there were a correlation between Trump actually stamping out the existence of these people who calls themselves transgender.  Everything the lamestream media reports seems to point to Trump as being a mean dictator who must be stamped out of existence, along with his followers.  They portray President Trump as being against all liberal ideals.

But look at what they stand for.  In this proposal Trump would be addressing the idea that you can change your sexual gender whenever you want, as if these altered states of sexual identity were really in existence in the first place.  Christians recognize sexual identity as a biological gender created by God who provided our Savior Jesus Christ who actually gives us forgiveness for our sins.

As was the times of old, as stated in the Word of God, Adam and Eve were created man and woman in the Garden of Eden.  It is nonsense to us that we have to recognize people today as being some form of altered sexual gender all because someone feels they are not the identified sexual gender that they are born as.

I might add that we are seeing people born and identifying as a cat, a dog or some other animal, and it gets really strange here.

Liberals in our country have gotten more and more like the mobs they deny they are promoting.  For example Rep. Maxine Waters gave approval of disturbing Conservatives if they were eating in restaurants and we’ve seen this kind of leadership by the liberals as the increased answer to their agenda, which seems to be getting Trump out of office and removing all traces of him.  His supporters are also being targeted as their enemies.

It seems in keeping with the liberal themes that anyone who disagrees with the LBGTQ+ viewpoint is a Nazi that tries to kill people and stamp them out of existence.  This seems to be the cattle call of the Democrats in that everything Trump does makes his followers uneducated followers of Hitler due to the numerous assertions that Trump is a Nazi leader like Hitler and his supporters are dumbed-down farm-hicks who don’t think for themselves.

Major themes by liberals today seems to be that: violence is okay toward Conservatives and Christians; Mobs not Jobs; suing Christians for protecting their faith in their businesses and to the total destruction of their incomes; illegal immigrants should be a protected and entitled group; our educational system should be freewheeling around sin and the indoctrination of all forms of sleazy sexual identities and lies about the creation of earth; all forms of sexual activity is acceptable and is promoted in society today; and that the socialist agenda be promoted as the answer to solving America’s problems.

A moral decay is on the rise and I think that anyone over the age of 35 should be especially painfully aware of this. 

Do you wonder why it seems we have been watching God’s separation of his sheep from the goats hiding in plain sight?  Who else wonders what God will do at this time in our governmental entities and within the halls of Justice these days?


Giving Thanks To The Lord Jesus Christ

I will give thanks to you, LORD, with all my heart; I will tell of all your wonderful deeds. – Psalm 9:1

Over the weekend I had time to mull over my new job and how the Lord seems to have the best for me in life.  It keeps getting better and better.

I took a walk in a Sammamish, Washington park while I gave the Lord thanks for the beautiful day and for all He has done.

My walks seem to be about worshipping the Lord Jesus Christ and how my life has gotten better since becoming a Christian.

I am no alone in saying this; the Lord has the best in mind for his children and keeps us safe all day long.  I am sure of it.

May your day be an outpouring of grace in your walk with the Lord Jesus Christ!

Going To Heaven: Will You See People You Love?


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Wondering what Heaven is like and what it will mean to meet Jesus in the air when the rapture comes, I wondered if I might see my father who passed away about 20 years ago.  He was an atheist and it’s hard to realize that his life who meant so much to me as a small child will no longer be available to my life once I am no longer on this earth.

Not knowing whether to be sad over not seeing my dad once I’m gone because he was not a believer as an adult has given me pause for thought.

Many verses come to mind in helping me to deal with this especially since my family members are still alive.  My father was raised as a Roman Catholic, my mother as a Methodist.  They both turned from Jesus.  I can be happy though that since I have turned toward Jesus I have never looked back.

As a dog returns to his vomit, so a fool repeats his folly. – Proverbs 26:11

But it is happened unto them according to the true proverb, The dog is turned to his own vomit again; and the sow that was washed to her wallowing in the mire. – 2 Peter 2:22 

Will We Know Each Other In Heaven?